Dancing with the stars


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I find glamour in the darkness

When I look to the sky 

And see the stars gleaming 

They teach me how to dance 

When they fall

They fall like rain drops 

When I dance 

They feel like fireworks 

Dancing with the stars

Revival


Revive my mind with this pencil
Revive my heart with your touch
Revive my soul with some passion
Passion for creating
Passion for our family
Passion for you

Revival

King of Hearts

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We move together in slow, synchronized movements,

Intertwined between the pores of your bare skin.

Your sweat drips onto my breast,

Soaking you up.

As I become more like you,

And you become more like me,

We understand each others memories.

We understand each others pain.

Three years have gone by,

Counting my blessings every time,

I wake up to you by my side –

Protecting me.

Every time you lay intwined with me,

My skin soaks in your aura.

You are my only desire,

I can’t get you out of my head.

I love you to the moon and back,

My handsome man,

Sometimes life deals you miracles,

Iv’e been dealt the god damn king.

 

Ps. Happy Birthday baby, don’t ever change.

M.M. + J.D. = Forever 

King of Hearts

Skeletal Beauty

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They tell me I’m beautiful.

They say,

“I am so jealous of your legs”.

 

They don’t know,

It scares me,

They never brush against each other.

 

They tell me I’m lucky.

They say,

“You are so tall”.

 

They don’t know,

I was made to be taller

but my back,

It’s broke.

 

They tell me I look like a model.

They say,

“You are so skinny”.

 

They don’t know,

I feel so weak,

I tremble and shake.

 

For goodness sake,

I’m skin and bones and wide awake.

 

Skeletal Beauty

Hopeless Romantic X Practical Realist

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[Art by James Muir]

[I will never give up on my man simply because he doesn’t live up to my unrealistic fantasies, look closely and I can see a man who works hard to give his family everything they need and I can see a man who loves me beyond words.]

 

My love, will you watch the sunset with me by the ocean?

Baby girl, it’s cold outside tonight.

Will you play me a song that you love?

I can’t think of any at the moment, I’m sorry.

Will you kiss me in the rain until our lips turn blue?

Why don’t we just stay inside where it’s warm?

Will you walk with me until the souls of our feet bleed?

You know I don’t like to go for pointless walks.

Will you marry me on the beach, in the summer, somewhere hot?

I would marry you right here and now.

Darling, will you love me forever?

Baby, I will love you forever more.

Hopeless Romantic X Practical Realist

Today

IMG_3435Today,

I feel Happy.

It’s been a while.

Today,

I feel social.

It’s been a while.

Today,

I feel friendship.

It’s been a while.

Today,

I feel Free.

You see this smile, it’s travelled miles.

Fought drowning battles.

Today I made it.

It’s been a while.

Today

Today is your Birthday 🎈


Today is your first birthday.

This year you have been my entire world.

There have been ups;

Your first words, your first steps and just getting to watch you grow even more beautiful each day.

On the inside and out.

There have been downs;

Post partum, crying, frustration.

No matter how hard it gets, you’re worth it to me.

Your little smile is worth it.

And even when I have the worst day ever,

maybe because you were grumpy that day,

It will always be worth it.

Having you at 21 was hard.

Labour was hard.

Not sleeping was hard.

Looking and smelling far from my best,
That was hard.

But having a child isnt supposed to be easy.

I will always try my best to make sure it is hard because nothing good ever comes with ease,

And baby you are SO worth it.

Happy birthday my darling girl.

Laugh,

Smash your cake,

And cry if you want to.

Its your party after all.

Today is your Birthday 🎈

I didn’t love you.

She caught a glimpse of herself, existing, lonely.

In her mind, drowned by the sound of sad songs and ex lovers.

What could of been, cut short by what never was.

Memories, is all he holds – she holds.

Lost kisses muffled by the rain, trapped in the perfume that she wore that night.

For in that moment She felt lonely but she was never alone.

The sky is so vast, The stars are so far away, yet we feel their beauty and sense their pain.

I sense you, like a ghost in the blackness of the night.

Its dark now and I shouldn’t be thinking of you.

I never loved you, not real love, I thought I loved you, then you left.

It was like we were living our own romantic movie, you touched my heart .

But I didn’t love you.

I didnt love you.

How could I if we never made love.

SEX is that all You can think of?

I said we never made love.
We never made it.
We didnt even try.

Making love, creating love, but we never had a chance.

So I smoke my weed and I’m off in a trance about how I should have told you to stay, I should have taken a stance.

 

I didn’t love you.